Life isn’t a cake walk. You HAVE to work to achieve your goals. I have learnt from my mistakes, always. I’m not scared of anyone. I’m just bubbled. I will pop the bubble and free myself. Not like I have a choice. Sometimes, I feel suffocated, but then, my willpower strengthens in me. I loathe waiting. I can’t sit idle and watch the pendulum move to and fro. Something HAS to act as a medium to pass my time. No, I’m not afraid of losing time. There’s this loop that surrounds me. I just can’t reach that jar of happiness adjacent to this loop. No matter how much I try, I beg, I cry, I can’t manage constant happiness. I can’t digest excess of everything. That balance of lots of feelings mashed together in one bowl doesn’t sink in me. I want that power in me to handle and acknowledge the beauty of joy, I find it unbecoming to expect a life FILLED with pleasure. Nevertheless, I try.
Dont push urself to be happy.
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happiness is like an unexpected favorite aunt,
will drop in anytime she wishes to, and will get u the largest chocolate u always ask her to bring.
but she may not stay forever, as she needs to visit others too.
but you are her favorite, and she will knock when u least expect her
knock at ur door*
ReplyDeleteno one pushes themselves to be happy they just want happiness n wanting something ain`t enough you gotta feel the need the hunger for it. and "the aunt will knock whenever YOU want her to".
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